Panther, I would not interest you at all, but I've got to say that you are the female me. Kind of like when Jerry Seinfeld met a girl who was just like him. You've expressed my feelings exactly! I love a girl who can't go without her cigarettes, who already has one out as we're leaving the theater after a two hour movie, who wants me (a non smoker) to go outside with her so she doesn't feel alone even though she has to smoke, who smokes her cigarettes down to the filter, whose voice is deep even though she's only 21 because she's been smoking heavily since age 12, and whose lungs are so filled with smoke that even her non smoking exhales often contain wisps of smoke.I too am struck by the weakness, the dependency on a foreign substance, and it's that weakness that draws me in.