Wow, I understand where you are coming from. I found cigarettes disgusting. For the longest time seeing a girl light one had always instantly turned me off. Somewhere along my life that changed for a real opposite. I also don't smoke, and I have an ex-smoker girlfriend. I would find it disgusting if she smoked regularly (or be extremely horny all the time im not sure). So it was much easier to get her to smoke for me, unfortunately in our situation it has not been real during sex, though she still pretends. Im hoping to get a hotel room to try it one day. It seems you are taking it real slow, but I know how you feel and why your doing it that way.
