well actually it's Her collar, that i have been wearing in training since Sept 2000 -and last night She told me that She had decided that it was time. :)
W/we smoked and discussed what this would mean in O/our lives taking the relationship to this more committed level.still amny issues to work on just as any relationship ,but i feel very connected to Her and happy to be Her property ,although i don't live with Her, W.we consider this a 24/7 relationship as i spend over 20 hours a wek with Her and stay over at Her house every chance i get. When i am not with Her i am still under Her control ,and of course all my sigarets are smoked with Her permission so i can't help but think of Her 40 times a day,Domination being chemically reinforced by my smoking (__(_______()~~~~~~i feel very different about this than i did getting married, this seems much more serious, not based upon the same things that a marrige is. and jsut like a marrige isn't all about sex being a collared slave isn't just about kink, but smoking is something that W/we both enjoy very much ,even just sitting around and doing and being together- those quiet moments just smoking, nothing kinky about that but it gives so much :) also-Mistress got a cage built!!!
guess i'll be spending some quality time in there soon it will be hanging from a large tree on Her land thaddaeus (property of Madame Dr Lusk)
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