hi!
Mmmmmmmm~ what can I say, my babe was over late on New Years eve, tumbled in a bit smashed from a gig....took off his shoes, lit him a cigarette and put him to bed. I woke him up enough to give him a little workout, and then just lay my head on his chest as he took long drags beside me. His chest was quite rattly, wheezy.....so awed at how he takes such clean smooth direct drags, then eases the smoke out in slow, long plumes that go up to the ceiling.
As he slept, I lie with my face close to his, and aligned my breathing so that I inhaled as he exhaled....whiffing every single dark scent of toxic fumes...from his whole year of chain smoking....my badboy honey...
the smoke never completely leaves his lungs anymore, does it??
I feel so guilty...and yet...in the light of dawn, with his manly lather jacket on, I watch him with sleepy eyes from my bed, readying to go home, butt straight in his lips, the glowing tip bright and constant in the semi-darkness....
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~panther
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