When I was 9 years old I had a crush on my beautiful teenage girl babysitter.I already had the fetish and it was my ultimate fantasy to see her smoke.She didn't smoke.One night I actually asked her "are you going to smoke when you get older?".She said "maybe".One night out of nowhere,she lit up a cigarette.It was the most amazing thing I ever saw.I couldn't believe my eyes,I said something stupid like "You smoke?" and she said "yes".I was in awe of how good she looked smoking,it was better than I even expected.I still couldn't believe what I saw,but minutes latter she lit up again.In fact,she was quite a heavy smoker,from that night on,I rarely saw her without a cigarette.
I remember the next morning I asked my mom "Did you know Robin smokes"?She said "Yes,I told her welcome to the club".Soon I would actually see my mother light Robin's cigarette before she went out.They would smoke and bond together.Even if Robin was only 6 years older than me,she seemed as grown up as my mother when I saw them smoking.She looked like such an authority figure as she would point to me with her cigarette hand and say "It's your bedtime".I would go to bed and dream about her.
They have been thousands of different experiences since then.But that one was special to me because it really triggered my fetish into high gear.
