Hello all I just recently found this sight and learned that others share my fetish. I am a 24 year old male who recently started smoking what most consider a woman's cigarette(Virginia Slims 120's). I had previously smoked Marlboro Lights but just decided to try the others on a whim. From the very first one I was hooked. The thing is that smoking these feminine cigs really seems to draw alot of attention to myself. I don't really mind the attention as I'm sure you can tell by me smoking them in public. Infact I think I've started to half way put on a show when smoking them infront of others. I don't consider myself to be gay, although I have had a couple of bi experiances. But ever since starting to smoke these cigs and with all the attention they seem to draw to me, I keep smoking and acting in a more feminine manner. I can't really explain any of this, it just seems to feel natural to act sort of fem while smoking them.
I even started smoking them at work which definately got some strange views. I had always gone out and smoked with the girls when they would, but ever since smoking the new cigs they seem to treat me more like one of the girls. None of them even smoke my brand but they definately treat me like a fellow chick now when I'm with them. I kind of dig this new aspect of my relationship with them, but there have been a few drawbacks as well. All the men who go out and smoke treat me as if I was gay or something. I'm sure the way I'm drawn to acting all prissy with my long femmy cigarettes doesn't help, but I really just don't seem to be able to help myself.
The other night after my mom had gone to bed I went to the bathroom and put on some make-up and lipstick to see how I would look then while smoking. The affect was down right dramatic to say the least. I really think I could have passed for a girl if I would have went out. I am naturally very small and slim and have always worn my hair pretty long so the affect really worked.
I know some will say I'm just a closet job waiting to come out, maybe thats true. But I really dig girls, so much so that i seem to want to be more like them. I do find the occasinal guy to be attractive and all but am really attracted to females. Part of me doesn't want to do anything to drastic but the other part wants to jump right out and enjoy the fun of being a pretty girl smoking her sexy feminine cigs.
I guess the whole point of this writing is to find out are than any others like me. I mean has smoking a certan brand of cigs caused a reaction like this in anyone? I know there must be some, I don't figure it to be alot but maybe a few. Please if anyone else out there knows what I'm talking about please let me know. Even if its not the whole shabang but just a little of the same thing let me know. I'm really curious what my next step could cause in the way of reactions. I'm sure if I dolled up and went somewhere where I was un-known I could easily pass for a hottie, but what about the possible ramifacations at work? There are a couple of openly gay and lesbians working there and my female boss is really open minded, what could be the up-side and the down side to all of this? Thanks in advance for any help offered.
