In responding to Paul's message below I reminded myself of how as a child I used to look through women's magazines, merely to see the cigarette ads aimed at women. Since I no longer get much pleasure at looking at ads (not a shot at those that do, just a personal preferrance), it got me to thinking of how I indulge my fetish has changed from when I was a kid to being an adult (as many of you know I have had a smoking fetish as long as I can remember...and I can remember back to the age of 4).While I have never really incorporated smoking into my sexual relations with women (other than kissing my girlfriends as they smoked) my favorite way to indulge my fetish as an adult has been to date an attractive smoker. Ever since I was old enough to date, I have chosen smokers for dates, realtionships, or one night stands (in the days before aids where it was an accepted practice by many a lady). I have dated, had relationships with, or one night stands with literally scores of smoking women over the past 20 some odd years.
Of course I often found myself in long periods of "cold spells" where I was not in a relationship or even dating that frequently (such as now). During those times, my biggest means of satisfying the fetish has come from hanging out at bars and niteclubs...where there is always an abundance of female smokers to talk to, dance with, ask out on a date, or just observe.
But as a kid, I did not date and did not have smoking females as friends. Magazine ads or pictures was one form of indulgance. Wathcing TV and movies were another. In both cases they no longer are nearly as important to my fetish as they were as a child (especially magazines...I will still check out a movie sometimes only for the smoking, but it is not that important a part of my fetish life anymore).
But even more than magazines and movies, even as a kid my fetish was better served by seeing "live female smoking". To this end, there was no better place than the shopping malls. Smoking was allowed in all the local malls and any trip to the mall with either my parents or by riding my bike alone or with friends, were erotic adventures for me where I would literally see scores and scores of sexy teenage girls and adult women smoking cigarettes (I am somewhat embarrassed to admit that my first orgasm unwittingly occured at a shopping mall as I was enjoying the sight and walking in the smokey wake of a beautiful young woman smoking a cigarette...who was a few yards in front of me and travelling in the same direction). I did not always go to the mall with the intention of getting turned on. But it seemed to be always the result of any trip to the mall when I was a kid.
The bowling alley was another place where my fantasies would run wild. I was in leagues as a kid and every saturday in addition to enjoying the bowling, I would be mesmorized by many teenage girls whp were just hanging out in their black leather jackets and smoking marlboros (and in some cases kools and winstons). When it wasn't my turn to bowl, my attention always seemed to be fixated on some sexy older girl smoking a cigarette (usually a group of them).
Going to the movies was also a sighting bonanza for a kid growing up in the 60s and 70s. Smoking was permitted in the movie theatres in those days and between couples on dates, and teens just hanging out, most trips to the movie theatre I would bide my time between the screen and the many orange glowing cigarettes all around me being smoked by teenage girls or young ladies (not to mention the overpowering aroma). Even the well lighted lobbys were sighting after sighting of an attractive female smoking a cigarette.
Jr high school and as I began high school wasn't bad either. Walking home from school there were scores of sightings. I also used to love looking in on the busses where I would see many girls lighting up as soon as they got on the bus (always wished I lived far enough from the school to take the bus myself). A stop at the local candy store/lunchionette was also good for some great teenage sightings (now they have convienience stores....when I was growing up there were more candy store/luncionettes then convienience stores).
My junior or senior years in high school were the transition years, When I actually started to have the honor of hanging out with or even going on dates with cigarette smoking girls.
And the best day of the year for this young boy with the smoking fetish was the 4th of July at my families annual picnic in the park. Throughout the daylight hours I would see literally hundreds of teen girls and adult women smoking cigarettes. And as night fell, while everyone else was watching the firework display, I was focused on my own light show provided by the hundreds of glowing cigarettes being smoked by the many pretty females in the park.
