Posted by Jason , Jan 09,2007,06:46 | Post Reply | Top of Thread | Forum |
Sometimes I would have difficulty falling asleep (or falling back asleep) because the odor of her cigarette smoke would linger in my room. I would resent it at first, but then I would find it comforting in a way and then would be able to fall asleep.
At the time I thought my mom was smoking in my bedroom simply because she smokes all the time. I wonder if theres any chance on some level she wanted me to smell her smoke? Even when she left the room, a part of her was still there dominating over me, if that makes sense.
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