from what i've been reading in AVN lately teh big porno producers and distributors are really starting to tone down what is produced because of teh new political climate
but the stuff on the internet just keeps exploring further!!

we here in this growing online smoking-fetish community are a perfect example of how things are already changing for the better

a widely scattered group of people with common interests can excange ideas ,media ect and attract others to the fun party!!

with pretty much every middle class citizen having access to internet ,a video camera/digital camera ect , we can bypass the "big buisness " of sex industry ,even things like production values are affordable now.

the democratization of sex is doing more to change the world around us than anything i can think of ,after all what is most of internet traffic looking at??

of course there will always be "stars" but there will be a hell of a lot more of them for every fetish interest, and i would much rather see a lot of people making middle class incomes than a few people in control of the access of what is seen geting very rich

(ok i'll skip the anti bill gates-pro linux rant here,but this is where it should go)

james2 brought up swingers , i know a guy here in Gnashville who runs a huge swingers club and publishes swingers contact mags for more than 20 years ,also a second more upscale swingers club has just opened up and Mistress and i are kinda involved in getting a dungeon going there.

when i was married ,i was not involved in swinging ,but bdsm play outside of marrige as i was into more "edge play ' than my Ex-WIfe is, and She is into forced feminization/sissification stuff that i don't enjoy (well not to me anyways hehe)

i always tended to look down on swingers who were into bdsm (and still kinda do but am trying to understand) as dugeons in swingers clubs are generally pretty lightweight and the goal doesn't seem to be to get the things taht bdsm offers but to just get a little hot for vanilla sex.
but as i say everyone has different needs and i aint critisising , i just have very differnt goals myself

as a single unattractive male i t's very true ,a guy like me isn't welcome in a swingers club, the kind of play Mistress and i do frightens the hell out of those folks ,and even seems to make the few lifestyle bdsm floks here in Gnashville uncomfortable

in a larger city (like Chicago where i lived past 12 years)there is enough population taht people gather at certain clubs and the play there takes on the level of interest of the regulars, but in a city of just one million like Gnashville there just aiint enough interest any one kink to have a club devoted to it so swingers clubs are sorta tyhe only place to get away with it publically

ok so you meet somone on the internet that is into some sick fantasy you thought up or would at least consider trying it out- where do you go do it?? 80% of Women are not gonna come over to my apartment (besides the place looks like hell) if Mistress doesn't have a pro -session scheduled ,She might let me use Her dungeon,but that space makes many uncomfortable also , that kinda leaves swingers clubs as the best option- public place with "private areas " to play in my apt or a motel room are gonna scare away many potential participants

sexual freedom is still very new to people here and in American culture in general really ,but seeing stuff on the internet lets people know that what can be done beyond "the old in and out"

unattractiveness:
i'm a 33 yr old fat bald guy with screwed up eyes, no money,covered with cigarette burns and scars,yet i just spent an entire weekend with a Woman that men pay $200 an hour to spend time with,and more people want to play with me than i have hours in the day
(ok not bragging here ,just trying to make a point!!!)

physical beauty standard is breaking down!!!
i think that many people are realizing that a creative ugly person is a LOT hotter than a phisically beautiful person with limited ideas
they may be fun to look at ,but not to actually play with

internet chat rooms are what i truley thank for this , when you "click " with someone in text it doesn't matter what you or they look like -if it really is interesting to them online their is a pretty good chance they might try it out in real life

Women with those huge Picasso painting noses probably grew up wanting to get it fixed someday so they can look like Girls in magazines
bUt those Picasso painting noses enhance a French inhale so much!!

damn near ever mainstream porn actress has a boob job, to the point that "perfect" breasts aren't interesting anymore

as there are so many images to look at on web pages ,that aren't controled by fasion industry ,holywood,tv ect there is room for MANY beauty standards

that is something that i love about Punk and Goth ect. "Ugly" girls can be such a turn on!!! attitude is sexy!!

guys come into the porno store and rent Fat Girl tapes and still kinda wait till the store is kinda empty so noone will see ,same with bdsm,or fetish stuff ect but online no need to worry about taht if you are teh kinda person who is afraid of what others will think-because no matter what turns you omn there are hundreds of web-sites for it makes you feel ok about it ,don't matter what the local community standards are anymore in your po-dunk town

amature porn is very popular in the store Mistress manages , seeing adverage people really enjoying each other is a lot better than beautiful actresses for many people

of course i think the "barbie&ken" beauty standard will awlatys be there, but it is already much less important tahn it was just a few years ago ,and i'm finding that those kinda people even are starting to accept a guy like me into thier world for what i can bring to it that they don't have ,yeah most still think they are too good for a guy like me who is too busy getting kink to go to the health club hehe, but there are many differnt levels of attraction

transhuminism:
ok nose jobs and breast enhancement, sex changes are just the beginning of what will happen - sexual organs taht do noyt yet exist can be created in the future, advances in technology willl allow people to be whatever their fantasy of themselves is

i would really like to have several extra arms like a hindu god ,fangs ,tentacles in interesting places and stuff like that!!

see a lot of strap-on wings in fetish pics angles,bats,jet fighter ect
someday these damn things will actually work!!!

strap-on penis on the chin is very handy ,but you can't feel the sensations yet- no reason why technolgy can't send electrical impulses from a temorary device into your central nervous system is there??

i haven't played with ifreinds video chat yet but i am facinated by those sex toys that can be controled from a distance - a whole suit that you can wear and be phisically stimulated by someone 2000 miles away is really cool!! in chicago i played a little bit with pelteir junctions making bdsm toys that can give temerature sensations ,electrical impulses ect of varying intensity- hook some of thse up to a microcontroler and yer home computer and get online with somebody and they can "reach out and touch" you!!
fun for the diseased too!!!

i'm so damn glad to see moorality breaking down!! it just doesn't make any sence anymore !!

getting over jelousy,posseviveness ect is such a positive thing - i know there are still people who think taht looking at pictures of certain things or reading stories is immoral but it's so avalible now that it can't be stopped by religion,government,nosey neighbors,or even parents/teachers

information can no longer be supressed!! i can sit my fat ass in this chair and look at any kink i wanna, recipies for drugs,bombs,cia torture methods ect and noone can stop me without locking me up(and my apartment is rigged so they'll never take me alive hehehe)

locking people up in prisons,mental institutions ect don't stop nothing from happening!! teh US already has so damn many people locked up that it's straining the tax budgets (okay maybey gotta keep murderers rapists child abusers ect off teh streets but smoking a joint ??)

how many people did Stalin kill,how about the French revolution??
Chairman Moa's cultural revolution.Pol Pot in Cambodia
i think they all proved taht morality just can't be legislated!!

Fundementalist moslem countries can barely keep kink and other dangerous ideas out anymore !!

freedom is here!! we are living in the freest time in history and yeah i guess there is a price to pay for taht ,but it sure is worth it!!

Nazis,Facists didn't win!! (but they sure had cool uniforms!!)

now we just gotta bring down the huge corporations ,and media is the current battle ground , but desk top manufacturing will be here soon to end the tyranny of mass production!!

Hmm i guess that leaves food production , that's gonna be the hardest one cause if yoiu can't get yer rice and beans clean drinking water, can;t really enjoy the things that freedom has to offer

Glad i live in a place where i only have to work about an hour a day to actually feed myself ,but i do realize that taht could esily change at any moment ,if the "powers that be" really wanted to take freedom away

after all tobbacco is an agricultural commodity- production controlled by the government and big buisness just like food is

this rant stops now!! i realize i'm just stoned and could go on for hours but i meant this all in a positive way really i did!!

plus i'm all feeling full of life becasue of the sick things Mistress did to me :0 (still hurts to pee)

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