MC, she sounds divine! Thanks, yes we are kinda back together...so hard, as he has young kids and his family comes first...but we still see one another, at least once a week. Unfortunately, I have succumbed to the habit myself...I wish I could have just enjoyed HIS habit and kept my own lungs clean, but the passion was too strong for me....and the week so long without him. I guess I feel that lighting up brings him closer to me, in some way. I only hope I will still be able to detect his lovely breath, smoker that I am now.... Last time he was here, I could still smell his toxic lungs, as he alternately kissed and panted over me....what a rush!! A deep, sensuality that my man holds for me ~