no- Mistress enjoys hearing about my fantasies about other Women and is very generous with letting me play with others !!

tonite Mistress handed me some pages She had printed out and told me to read them and tell Her whta i thought- my heart raced!! it was a slave contract!!! W/we talked a bit about teh conditions and what would change in O/our relationship !!

i think She is going to lock my collar soon!!!!
obviously She is thinking about it!!

it reminded me of my Ex-Wife's marrige proposal:

"you need dental work and i have dental insurance - so we should get married"

(She wasn't a Dominatrix yet but definatly Dominated me)

This experience with Dr Lusk is much more thought out, and W/we have during this training collar period worked out many issues that were not even discussed in my 7year marrige. (but me and my Ex met in Art School and grew up in kink together- Mistress and i bothh have years of experience in bdsm behind U/us AND in front of U/us!!!
Dr Lusk don't like to smoke Cloves, but She gives me a stable relationship and that is DAMN hard to find!!
if She chooses me to be a more permanent part of Her life - no one will be able to pull me away from Her -nomatter what they are smokin hehe
Dr Lusk took me in at a time in my life when i had absolutley NOTHING- i was a desperate mess, spending ALL my time bugging any Woman who had a cigarette in Her mouth hehe. People i met kept telling me taht i should meet Her, that She was exactly what i was looking for- and i owe those folks so damn much for sending me to Mistress!!
(hell, i think i've posted about O/our relationship since it's beginning on this very board!!)

THANKX BARBARA !!(Countess Blood)(who is way cute but don't smoke at all!! damn health nut takes vitamins and works out hehe)