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Kayla's Lungs, Part 4

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Kayla's Lungs, Part 4
by Vesperae

SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - September - October 2012

January 8, early afternoon

I can't believe what I've been through since last night. I can't believe what I'm going through. I can't believe what's happened. I can't believe what I've done.

When I called Kayla yesterday, she picked up after only two rings. "Hey...I'm SO glad you called me...are you OK...?" Her quiet, deeply concerned voice felt like velvet swirling in my ear, but it sent a sharp chill down my spine. "...I don't know how I could have been so inconsiderate last night."

"A Woman's..."

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"A Woman's..."
by Vesperae

SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - July - August 2012

A little multimedia for your consideration this time around – a meditative loop featuring the lovely Burnetta, wonderfully shot smoking Virginia Slims 120s by Tony P. for the member area at Smoke Signals Online. Text and creative edit by me. Click the photo to watch.


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Kayla's Lungs, Part 3

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Kayla's Lungs, Part 3
by Vesperae

SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - May - June 2012

January 7, really late / really early (cont.)

Choking, disgusted, and feeling deeply ashamed and exposed, I quickly opened the passenger door of Kayla's car, wanting only to flee what had unexpectedly become a physical and psychological torture chamber. My head was spinning, my heart was pounding, and my lungs were on fire from the concentrated dose of Virginia Slims poisons that being with Kayla had saturated them with. The first breath of cold winter night air only sharpened the pain deep in my chest. Hacking and overwhelmed with embarrassment, I quickly found my feet and slipped away into the darkness in search of distance and recovery.

I just ran away like a geek.

Kayla's Lungs, Part 2

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Kayla's Lungs, Part 2
by Vesperae

SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - March - April 2012

January 5, late

I'm starting to get more than a little freaked out.

Why am I suddenly obsessing about something that I've essentially never given any thought to before?

Why this sudden intense fixation on smoking? Is there something wrong with me?

Kayla's Lungs, Part 1

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Kayla's Lungs, Part 1
by Vesperae

SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - January - February 2012

January 3, early afternoon

It feels great to get back to my apartment after the holiday trip to see the family. The semester won't start for two more weeks, so the campus is quiet right now, which I really like, and I'm really enjoying the thought of some completely unscheduled "me" time. The only thing I have to do is get started on my paper for Human Anatomy and Physiology, since the preview syllabus specified that all students would have to write a detailed overview of an organ system of their choosing. I decided to do the respiratory system, since I've always been an exercise enthusiast, and I love the calming meditation of deep breathing, especially when I run.

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